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28 octobre A stormy day.Good morning to all.
As some of you may have noticed, I have been absent from my blog site. Some of it is attributable to some mindless moran who decided to defame me and my entries. So I backed away for a few days and just let it rest. I eliminated all the entries he wrote as soon as I saw them. I'm sure it was an isolated incident and he just managed to pull my site out of the hat. I am surprised that Windows Live Spaces permits "unknown" persons to just write at will. But I am back and am well.
So let's start with the weather! The northeast is slated for several days of stormy weather and fortunately most of it will be rain. I don't want to think about the possibility that if it were about 10 degrees cooler it could be snow. It would be a nor'easter if that were the case.
I have spent the past few days working on my orchids. I only have 11 orchids but I put them outside for the summer and I fear that some of the leaves are rather dog-eared as the result of being explosed to outdoor bugs etc. So I have brought them into a space where I can attend to them and have added some indoor lighting which should help produce some blooms. I have 3 or 4 in spike and bloom and the two new ones should bloom within the coming year.
I just finished "The Bookseller of Kabul" by Asne Seierstad and it was a real statement on living in Afghanistan and the life of women ijn this country. Depressing and hopeless.
Well I suspect that I will be visiting many of you this weekend. Malcolm....thank you for your inquiring message. Bittersweet 15 octobre The Monastery ChapelThis is something I wrote awhile ago after visiting Trinity Monastery in Saint David, Arizona. I had heard about this little place from my mother who had visited it years before. It is really more a retreat with a camp ground for people to relax and spend time with themselves. Anyway, on one of my trips to Tucson I decided I'd visit this place my mother talked about. As it would be, I ended up visiting it at a time when they had their festival and craft weekend and although it was in February, it was a 90 plus degree day. What was interesting, almost eerie, was that I almost felt my mother was with me. So this is what I wrote in memory of that day.
The Monastery Chapel
It sits on a desert knoll, a chapel tended by a band of monks.
It is a sanctuary for those lost in thought and a place I knew I'd visit.
Pushing open the heavy wooden doors, I walk into a sepulcher of quiet.
My eyes adjust to the darkened room and to a monstrance sitting on the wooden altar.
I sit in quiet and peer around. Guests - some sitting and some kneeling,
are lost in thought on loved one who may have passed with time.
Wooden beams, adobe walls and a floor of stone now sanctuary for those lost in thought.
Shadows dance from flickering votives lit by those offering one last prayer.
Light is restricted to the sunburst from stained glass panels.
A coolness takes hold and lets me forget the heat from a punishing sun.
I am attentive to the sounds of footfalls echoing on stone floors
and to the scent of frankincense filling the quiet nave.
A stippled "Madonna and Child" adorns the barren walls.
My Mother too once took in all I was seeing.
I can almost hear her footsteps and wonder what pew might she have chosen?
In this darkened chamber, I now begin to feel my mother's presence.
Might she know that I was here to trace the places she once knew.
Images from moment past begin to fill my thoughts.
I rise and light a blue votive and watch it flicker
before leaving this Chapel that sits on this desert knoll.
I am a visitor to what is home to these Desert Fathers.
A chapel of wood and stone parched by the desert sun.
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11 octobre Wednesday the 11thWednesdays are supposed to be the quiet day of the week. But today isn't shaping up that way at all. Pete, my twin brother is about to leave for Munich, Saltzburg, Vienna and Prague for the Mozart Tour. He's excited about it especially since he will be seeing a number of performances in each of those cities. He has instructions to come back with great pictures.
One of my nieces is having knee surgery today. The injury was from a skiing accident and while she was hoping it would heal on its own, such was not her luck. The knee seemed to give out at the most unsuspecting of places including while riding her bicycle with the youngest of three sons strapped to the back, that was the last straw. That incident was the last straw. So today is surgery while her birthday is tomorrow.
I ordered a few books and received the first of four; "Miriam's Song," by Mark Mathabane. I've never read much about apartheid in South Africa so figured this will be added to my fall and winter reading. That is the beauty of winters in the northeast. There is pleanty of indoor down-time and what better way to spent an afternoon or evening than to catch up on reading!
I remember my graduate school and working years. My job required lots of professional reading and report writing and I said to myself, someday I'm only going to read the stuff I want to read. It was years before I could pick up a book for pleasure and not be pressured by the demands of home and work. So now I buy/collect everything that catches my fancy knowing I'd probably need another fifty years to read all I've purchased the past 10 years. But a noble goal!
So I am off. The winds are picking up and the leaves are falling as fast as snow flakes. Did I say that? I'll have to change that....maybe dandelion puffs. Have a good one. Peace.... Bittersweet 7 octobre The Stalker, the Thief and the CrippleThere are days I wonder just what did I do today? And if I really think about it I can come up with something that represents what I euphemistically call the time thief.
About mid-morning I heard the tractor start. Old Fuzzy, the old farmer was coming to finish bush-hogging the lower pasture by the stream. He still hasn't gotten it in his head to come when things are dry so he can maneuver the tractor into tight spaces by the stream. Instead he comes with a smaller tractor and gets everything within a foot or two of the stream so that I still can't see the stream when he's finished. What he does do, he does a great job of. But it is his pattern to drop off the tractor and inevitably, we always get a day or two of rain. He comes a day later when things are still water logged and does what he can and tells me, "I tried to get close to the stream, but things are pretty wet down there." "OK I say, perhaps next time," and proceed to give him a $20. tip while I mutter - "nice job Bob."
But I must tell you, I am fascinated by the workings of farm machinery. I am transfixed for stretches of time watching him make his runs back and forth cutting a swath of 5 feet tall weeds. Then something caught my attention. A blue heron flew into the recently cut field and it was quite obvious he was agitated by the tractor. Then he started his angry walk toward Bob and the tractor. " Oh my God," I muttered. "He's stalking Old Fuzzy!" He pulled in his wings, made himself as erect as possible and started his slow measured walk to Old Bob. He must have walked 30 or 40 feet and then lifted off circling around and then took off for the open fields. They were also cutting the oats across the street and it wouldn't surprise me if he wasn't about to stalk the big old Harvester.
I walked out onto the carport which is really our summer patio and saw one of the fauns stealing apples from one of the fruit trees. "Why you little thief," I chuckled. And watched as he bounded over the ridge. The apples are from 20 year old trees that no longer are used for human consumption but are tasty morsels to this doe and her two little off-springs.
About two hours later my brother pulls up and says there is an injured mourning dove on the drive way. "Oh no!" I have a penchant for birds. My soul must view then as the incarnation of the Holy Spirit. I immediately called the Small Animal Hospital down the road and asked them for the names of some bird habilitation specialists in the area. We have a few wild life sanctuaries in the area and knew one of them must have someone who takes care of wounded birds. Sure enough luck was with me but she couldn't come for a few hours. So what do I do? Get a small cage that can contain the bird. Becareful not to injure the wing, put a rag or two on the bottom so it doesn't skid in the box, throw in bird seed and a small container of water. "They are water hogs she said." "I'll be there in a few hours after my
husband comes home."
It is now 4:30. My brother is about to get cleaned up so he can pick up his lady friend and go to dinner. He is being very patient with me now. "Do I have a few minutes to clean up?" "Yes I say," knowing a few minutes means a half hour." Let me call the clinic to borrow a cat cage." I call and hesitantly she say, I don't think we do. I respond, with my voice getting louder," anything I say, even one of those card-board cages you give the dopes that pick up their cats without a container to hold them!" "I'm sure we'll find something. Come on down. Remember we close at 5."
"Ok, Ok." "David, they close at 5. You have to hurry! I'm sure Elfreda won't mind you being late. Did you say your going to Hudson? The woman who cares for injured birds live off 9 and 203. I was thinking maybe after you pick up Elfreda, you could drop it off?"
There was a blank look on his face. No answer.
He rips out of the driveway and comes back with a lovely cat cage. " Ok.....let's take a towel from my bathroom and line it on the bottom. What's the bird doing now?"
"He's walking in circles."
"When you grab it, grab it carefully. Don't do any additional injury."
He walks carefully to the mourning dove and it flies about 30 feet to the black walnut tree.
He looks at me and I look at him.
"Ok," I say. "So much for the injured mourning dove," and walk inside.
So how do I spend my day you ask!
5 octobre An Evening WalkEvening is a magical time.
June fragrances waft through the air.
The hedge of wild roses hug the edge
of the village road defying winter's harsh hand.
How I rush to save you when the sickling crew
come to claim you.
The stretch ahead - a jogger's dream.
Corn fields and meadows soon to be dressed
with blue cornflowers and queen anne's lace.
Every year I pick the best of you!
How handsome in that pewter vase;
grey does set you off.
And do I ever remember the winter of 1987.
Winds and snow jumping the snow fence
forming a nature-made tunnel.
Nothing but packed snow growing taller
by the hour. You must have been ten feet tall!
Yellow finches working the meadows.
Wild thistle your favorite entree.
The sun is still warming my back
while the shadows grow longer.
No matter how fast I walk,
I can't catch up to them.
The old sycamore with patches of white bark,
older than this village.
Seems like you've been freshly stroked
by a painter's hand. The now quiet farmer's gate.
Could I have ever imagined
that cows still had the right of way?
Four-thirty they pulled the gate and stopped all traffic.
Thirty-eight Holsteins lumbered from pasture to farm.
Milking time never changed.
Our village a mile by two, 600 people on a good day's count.
Main street dotted by Greek Revivals and old Victorians.
Tin roofs and vibrant colors now called home.
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